on a more serious note..

do you ever get in thoise moods? do you ever just slumpright down into yourself and not want to speak? do you ever wish they made a drug that stopped you from thinking available on prescription? i get in these moods sometimes, like right now, where i feel like i don't even know me anymore. i feel like i don't belong in the world with all these people who know what they're doing, and never do anything wrong to anyone, and are happy. and i mean, really, i'm just a very sneaky, immature fraud who pops happy pills and watches too much television because it sort of drowns out her own thoughts.